Look at me, i'm a goth! Gloom Gloom Gloom...

Heh... I notice that I keep steering towards ripping on goths or something. Not sure why that is... maybe

In my mind, I think blog -> goth.

I don't really hate goths. Some of them have rather interesting (and harmless) personalities. I am irritated by goth families, though. I see a few different goth families occasionally at work, and I just think to myself that the line has been crossed.

Well, I didn't forge today. The clouds were too threatening. Kevin and I shot the breeze instead. I learned all about his paganism, how he wants to take on a bear with knives made by himself... things like that.

Did you know that, during Beltane (A pagan holiday), people are supposed to screw in every room in the house? I bet my ex-girlfriend, Jamie, would've loved to have known that (she has declared herself a Wiccan (no i'm not pagan))

For those of you new to my life, I believe I should explain some of the people mentioned here. Note that i'm not mentioning the people that don't make it into the blog. If someone else does manage to get mentioned in here, I'll give a brief description of them...

Kevin is a coworker that works in produce at my workplace, WinCo (I can't wait to get out of here and into something related to my career). He's heavily into forging, and is all around a really cool guy. He's not one I spend a lot of time with, though.

Evan is a coworker and good friend of mine. I got him his job at WinCo, and hopefully I can get him a job at the hospital when I get in. He's in a tenuous situation right now concerning debt. He was Jeremiah's best friend, though I was Jeremiah's best friend.

My dad is the night supervisor of the hospital. He's a tad bit crazy and aggressive, but i've learned to get along with him. We're both set that I should get through school as fast as possible so I don't have to live under him any more (not that I lived under him that much my life. I've bounced around a LOT of people)

Erin is a good friend of mine who is working hard at getting through school, does the school newspaper, and is finding a job (If you work at McCrea motors, Erin, I WILL CONVINCE GIANT SQUID TO DEVOUR YOU!)

Paul is a good friend of mine and a wiz at physics (moreso than most anyone I know). He currently goes to HSU.

Will is a former coworker/pseudo friend of mine. He's an Emergency Medical Technician in Fresno. He has a dark side that few know about, but i'll leave that for some other day.

Jeremiah is this crazy former friend of mine. There's many stories behind him, some good, some bad (like going down Fickle Hill, a windy, tree lined road, at 90 miles per hour on a foggy night. I was the front of the car at one point. Very irresponsible of him and I'm glad I'm ok). One day I should be able to explain him.

Richard is my japanese teacher. I use sensei and Richard interchangeably. Richard is bisexual, so I have to be careful with his tendencies (which only becomes an issue when he drinks) while at the same time extracting a lot of useful knowledge from his brain. He's actually a really interesting guy, with lots of good stories to listen to (he also taught japanese to students in japan. He's part Polish and part Native American)

That's all that I can think of that are mentioned on this site
Oh, save for a few more.
Kyle is a part of my former friend group. He's recently turned into this crazy, prejudicial person. Look at his site at your own peril (I stopped looking a long time ago, but meh...)
Jamie is my ex girlfriend, and part of the aformentioned former friend group. Let bygones be bygones?
Ian is also part of the aforementioned friend group. He's a talented artist if you look. Things between me and him just didn't work.

That should pretty much finish the cast of characters for now.

Anyway... (and it's 3:22 in the morning, and I have work at 9:00 followed by japanese lessons followed by getting the house cleaned. Didn't I say I wasn't going to blog as much? I don't have a plan to replace my current actions yet. And why not??? I'm still young and able to abuse my body. Ok that's a bad excuse but...)

Will never showed up. We'll see if he shows up tomorrow (today)

I'm having a hard time not eating sugar anymore. I realize that if I don't stop the consumption, I may get diabtetes one day (i'm naturally skinny, but my family has a diabetic history...) so i think now is as good as ever to severely limit consumption. What a waste of money, anyway.

Anyway, today was pretty uneventful save for the forging and Kill Bill (oh, and payday. Can't forget about that). Terrific movie! Recommend to all, YES! You go see-see in theater! And make sure to go all the way through the credits, there's a nice pseudo-blooper at the very end that'll fix that perpetual cat/toast machine you've been working on this whole time. Yessir!

Time to sleep. I leave with a quote block that kind of appeals to my tired mind... Maybe it was because of the voice of the guy who recites it???
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight,
Red is gray and yellow white,
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion?
Pinprick holes in a colourless sky,
Let insipid figures of light pass by,
The mighty light of ten thousand suns,
Challenges infinity and is soon gone.
Night time, to some a brief interlude,
To others the fear of solitude.
Brave Helios wake up your steads,
Bring the warmth the countryside needs.
D.