Oi... I hate daylight savings time. I thought I had sooo much time to play with, when I discovered I was behind schedule!

Dah!

Oh well. I get the work done on time. Though I lost my precious, precious hour.

My metabolism has been perking, and I've been feeling armed for bear. It's weird, but lately I've been feeling great, strong, and happy. I smile much more. I feel like I have a future once again. I feel secure now, it shows when people want to meet me. I can honestly say now that I know too many people.

You can never know too many people.

But, I know that this could all end violently and suddenly; that the security is just an illusion. My life is dependent right now on my father, one whose mind changes suddenly. I must work hard and become independent.

I need to graduate rapidly into a skilled job. I have picked radiology for sure (as long as my dad keeps his mouth shut, I will see it through). Evan has picked construction. Erin has film. Eric Anapolsky is working on deciding a major.

I hope to see them in the bay area (I believe Evan will be my collaborator for a while down there. I'm not finished with him yet!)

I feel like I live in a workers' paradise. It's pretty here, but I'm too busy to see it. Time has flown too quickly when I look back on the long term, but I think of each day as being heinously long. I feel like I cannot appreciate this place.

It used to be that I enjoyed rest and relaxation. What happened?

Anyways, since I have accounting in 7 minutes...

On with my brief news extravaganza!

It looks like we have a new member of old movie club. Adrienne wants in on all our fun, excitement, and chaki!

Shannon's trying to work at WinCo. I think she wants to see me more often (I don't really care about Shannon like that), so... she's trying. I gave her a recommendation, since I don't plan to work at WinCo much longer. Hopefully I get out of WinCo by May. (Shannon wants to work for 2 months...)

There's this pretty latin girl who hits on me. She's smart (knows many languages), witty, and beautiful. I like her.

But I don't think I'm ready for another relationship. I'm too young. I'm not prepared for torment and happiness and craziness.

But she's cute and smart!

Bah. It still stands. No relationship. Gotta get done with what's necessary first.

Beer and women or beer and fishing? They both leave your mouth with a fishy taste-Evan
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